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May 11th, 2005
07:12 pm
I'd take tests and papers over this anyday.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/sad.gif) sad
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April 20th, 2005
08:11 pm - In a few weeks...
In a few weeks...
A year has past and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything yet nothing being the same. In a few weeks we will reluctantly give our hugs and, fighting the tears, say goodbye to the people who were once just names on a sheet of paper to return to people that we hugged and fought tears to say goodbye to before we ever left. We will leave our best friends to return to our best friends. We will go back to places we came from and go back to the same things we did last summer and every summer before. We will come into town on that same familiar road, and even thought it has been months, it will seem like only yesterday.
As you walk into your old bedroom, every emotion will pass through you as you reflect on the way your life has changed and the person you have become. You suddenly realize that the things that were most important to you a year ago don't seem to matter so much anymore, and the things you hold highest now, no one at home will completely understand. Who will you call first? Where are you going to work? Who will be at the party Saturday night? What has everyone been up to? Who from school will you keep in touch with? How long before you actually start missing people bargaining in without calling or knocking? Who will get breadsticks with you at three in the morning? How long until you adjust to sleeping in a room by yourself, or how long before you realize your three best friends aren't in the bed next to your room?
Then you realize how much things have changed, you realize the hardest part of college is balancing the two completely different worlds you now live in, trying desperately to hold on to everything all the while trying to figure out what you have to leave behind. In the matter of one day's traveling time, we will leave our world of living next door to our best friends, walking across campus to eat, instant messenger, 8:00 classes, and perpetual procrastination to a world that will seem foreign to us despite the fact that we have lived in it for nineteen years.
But it is different now... We now know the meaning of true friendship. We know whom we have kept in touch with over the past year and whom we hold dearest to our hearts. We've left our high school worlds to deal with the real world. We have had our hearts broken, we've fell in love, we've helped our best friends through the toughest times of their lives, something their even best friends at home couldn't be there for. We've stayed up all night just to be there for a friend. We've partied the night away, doing stupid stuff, but we were always there for each other afterwards. There have been times when we've felt so helpless being hours away from home when we know our families or friends needed us most, and there are times when we know we have made a difference.
A few weeks from now we will leave. A few weeks from now we take down our pictures, and pack up our clothes. No more going next door to do nothing for hours on end. We will leave our friends whose random emails and phone calls will bring us to laughter and tears this summer. We will take our memories and dreams and put them away for now, saving them for our return to this world.
A few weeks from now from now we will arrive. A few weeks from now from now we will unpack our bags and have dinner with our families. We will drive over to our best friend's house and do nothing for hours on end. We will return to the same friends whose random emails and phone calls have brought us laughter and tears over the past year. We will unpack old memories and dreams that have been put away for the past year.
A few weeks from now we will dig deep inside to find the strength and conviction to adjust to change and still keep each other close. And somehow, in someway, we will find our place between these two worlds.
In a few weeks.... are you ready?
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April 11th, 2005
12:17 pm
i'm officially a psych major with a history minor...
now if only i can pass the rest of this year. :(
Current Music: Jack johnson - Banana Pancakes
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February 13th, 2005
03:10 pm - This is fun
1) YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (name of first pet + street you live on): Buddy Olney
2) YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack): Clark Ritz
3) YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): Boyardee Hibachi
4) YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (favorite spice girl + last foreign vacation spot): Red haired Titicaca
5) YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied): Johnny Hill
6) YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (first initial + first three letters of your last name): Jcoy (whats is this)
7) YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (favorite animal + name of high school): (This sounds so wrong) Elephant Bonner
8) YOUR BARFLY NAME - (last snack food you ate + your favorite alcoholic drink): Home Fries Jungle Juice (wtf)
9) YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (middle name + street where you first lived): James Chester (I would name my kid that)
10) YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (favorite candy + favorite musicians last name): Hershey November
11) YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (favorite celebrity's first name + best friend's street name): John Street (The mayor.)
12) YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use): Emily AT&T???
Ok. I guess it wasnt as fun as i thought
Current Music: Make Beleive - The early november
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January 18th, 2005
08:09 pm - Yay.
Take the quiz: "Which Boy Meets World Character are You?"
Cory
Coolie you're Cory Matthews, Sweet but can be a bit pushy, Sensitive, Good head on your shoulders, parents completely trust you with their son/daughter, that can be a good thing or a bad thing depends upon how you look at it. You are a good person.
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January 16th, 2005
12:51 am
Got's me some school tomorrow.
I had a great break.
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January 14th, 2005
01:35 am
Never felt so alive. The happiness that it is. I could run for miles.
I've got friggen goosebumps now. I don't know why. Thank you Jimmy Eat World.
What is this. God I dunno. But I miss the sand.
Here I come.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/happy.gif) ecstatic
Current Music: JEW! WORK!
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January 10th, 2005
January 9th, 2005
04:47 pm - John read a book
I got Davinci code for Christmas. I hate reading books, but I started this one because I've been mucho boredo earlier this week. So I started it and finished in 2 days later.
It's awesome. Go read it.
Speaking of reading... I got an email from my English teacher for next semester telling me we gotta read some play and write a paper. I'm so pissed.
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January 7th, 2005
01:51 am
Sooo.... Booooored....
This has been the most boring week of my life... I'm this close to wishing I was back at school. Everyone seems to start school on Monday. Well. Have fun. I hope I get to see ya before I leave.
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January 6th, 2005
12:40 am
Lose one friend
Lose all friends
Lose yourself
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December 25th, 2004
04:09 pm
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Indie Rock | | 63% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 63% | Hardcore | | 54% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 50% | Industrial | | 50% | Emo & More | | 42% | Indie | | 38% | Britpop | | 38% | Ska | | 33% | Classic Rock. | | 29% | Country | | 29% | Mainstream | | 21% | </td>
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December 24th, 2004
01:56 am - ...
I hate Old Navy Christmas commercials.
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December 20th, 2004
12:01 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM! YOUR FINALLY 18!!!1
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December 7th, 2004
11:41 pm - G. Love is my hero
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and milk
Milk and Cereal
Cereal, Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk, Cereal and Milk...
I dont want my Wheaties
Give 'em to the needy
Feelin kinda greedy
I keep them for myself (X9)
No Grapenuts for grandma
(grandma eats a bran muffin)
Mom likes Special K
You cant pinch an inch (X7)
They're magically delicious
Keep your hands off my Lucky charms
(pink hearts, yellow moons,blue diamonds, green clovers)
A is for Apple J is for Jack
You step on a crack
Youll break your moama's back
Rice Krispies
Blue Berries
Ooh Boo Berry
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
Milk and Cereal
Milk and cereal
cereal cereal
Milk and Cereal
Cereal and Milk
(Cheerio-eo-eo)
In the morning
At your table
Milk and Cereal
Snap Crackle Pop (X7)
Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs (X8)
Trix are for kids! (X11)
In the morning
At your table
Milk and Cereal(X7)
No Grapenuts for Grandma
Grandma eats a Bran Muffin
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Milk and Cereal- G love and special sauce
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December 6th, 2004
02:25 am - Quadruple the Bacons
From what I hear... Friday rocked. Haha Jk. I had fun. That was that. After a rousing time watching the VOG sing christmas songs. They rocked... I came home and hit it up with my pals here at ellessyou.
Now time to stress over the 5 papers and 3 tests I have in the next two weeks of hell on earth.
Wish me luck.... and Happy Christmahanakwanzikah.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/opiummmm/foxies/angry.gif) Pissed at the work i get.
Current Music: Numb Encore- Linkin Park and JayZ -Listen and Love it
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November 23rd, 2004
03:32 am - Serious Problem?
Due to assholes posting unwanted comments, It's not friends-only.
I looked on my friends list and added people who I am their friend. I haven't done that in a long time. So if anyone isn't on here and wants to be. Comment.
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November 9th, 2004
01:48 am - And it all stopped.
I'm sitting here. Quarter of 2 in the morning doing History. I'm listening to a bunch of songs I downloaded and haven't listend to yet. a song I never heard by Yellowcard came on. It's called Beleive.
I had to stop and listen. The song is awesome. It's a tribute to the victims of 9/11. It's touching.
Just thought I'd share that.
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November 7th, 2004
09:20 pm - Cereal
I took a random poll from my buddy list to see what everyone's favorite cereal is. Out of the people I asked. These are the results...
1- Cheerios
1- Rice Crispies
1- Lucky Charms
1- Frosted Flakes
1- Frosted Mini wheats
1- Crispx
1- Golden Grahams
1- Rice Crispy Treat
1- Cinnimon Toast Crunch
1- Kix
1- Speacial K with berries
1- Coco Pebbles
1- Extra Charged Frosted Flakes (its different)
1- Maple Nut Crunch
AND MINE IS..... Fruity Pebbles
No one said the same thing as another person... weird.
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November 4th, 2004
12:42 am
Emily is my hero. Thank you so much.
Current Mood: better
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